Roleplay-ing

Hawthorne School for the Mentally and Criminally Insane (x) is a school to help young adults suffering from a wide range of mental and criminal issues. If you've murdered someone? You're here. If you're bipolar or have terrible depression? You're here.Rooms : (x) This room is a starter room. If you are a long-term stay patient, you will have the next room. (x) You will also not have a roommate if you are a long term patient.--HEY GUYS so I know B and Carolina will probably do this game, you should play too Solly. Bios would be name, age, picture, what your disorder is, and whether youre long or short stay and anything else you deem fit to add. (:

Melena Fez-17-Anorexia and Depression-Long stay- Added fact: Melena turned to Body mods when she started to get depressed, and it tarted to help but then she got in here and they don't let you get mods here.

Name: Violet Watson

Age: 17

Bio: Violet has been in Hawthorne since she was about 12 years old. She has become a long term patient after her 2nd year.  She was sent her by her mother once she found out she had been self harming. 

Disorder: Self harming  & depression

Photo:

I'm going to do a guy as well. 

Dustin Crawford-Self harm, Schizophrenia, Buliemic-17-Dustin had just been admitted, and he thinks he's going to be short stay. But that's just what the voices will tell him. He's staying for maybe a week. But in reality, they have to keep him for at least a few months.

Adam Smith is 18 years old and has been here since he was 16. He has PSD (Post tramatic disorder) (will undiscover in story o character development) and because his tramatic event he has gained social anxiety and has trouble talking to others as well as trusting them. (He's a long term)

(I love how there's no short terms whoops.)

Melena awoke with a jolt, disturbed by her nightmares. Pulling her knees to her chest and her head in her hands, she let out a breathy sigh. She guessed the time, probably around six am. She woke up at this time everyday. By the same nightmare. Groaning, she laid back down to try and get some sleep before the nurse came by to wake her up and get her ready for her day.

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Dustin sat in his bed, shaking. They wouldn't stop. Running his hands through his hair several times until it was tousled, he grabbed at his wrists. They took it all from him. his friends. His family. Everything. They. Did. Looking into the dark corner of the room, he started to whisper random words, trying to coax the monster out of the corner. Growing frustrated, he was yelling by time a nurse came to sedate him. Glancing at the poor boy's beet red wrists, she wrapped them without trying to wake him as he slept in what she hoped to be a dreamless sleep.

Violet had already been awake when the nurse came in, the nuse asked if she even got any sleep. Violet smiled and said, "No, I'm sorry. I should've taken those sleeping pills you suggested." The nuse told her theres no need to apologize. Violet took her anti-depressants then a pill to keep her away for the day just so she wont sleep though the day as it is not accepable to skip breakfast, lunch and dinner. Voilet thanked the nurse as she left. She walked over to her bathroom and changed out of her pj's and into grey sweat pants with a baggy long sleeved black shirt to cover her scars. She tied her white hair up as she ran over to the toilet to throw up her meds.

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Adam woke up as his alarm went off. He shut it off, he asked if he could have an alarm waking him up other than a nurse, he didn't trust any nurse yet. Letting out a yawn he saw there was the glass of water he left last night still there, he took a drink as he set aside the pull out table. Getting up he didn't bother to change out of his black sweat pants and blue shirt, he pulled a black hoodie over and he pulled the hood up. Slipping on grey slippers, he walked over to the cafeteria where everyone had to check into.

Melena grabbed a red hoodie with no drawstrings, as the place didn't trust her with anything she could use to body mod. She walked to the nurses station to get her pills, before walking towards the cafeteria where she already saw Adam heading towards their normal table where he, Melena, Violet and Dustin sat. She trudged over with her plain breakfast and sat down, smiling at Adam.

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Dustin woke up refreshed. He grabbed some sweats and changed, walking out of his room and heading towards the cafeteria and getting his pills and cheerios. "Morning you guys." He mumbled, looking at Adam who was too consumed by his breakfast to care and Melena wasn't even paying attention as she watched Adam to make sure he was going to be okay.

Violet was always the last one to arrive at the table. She tried to always brush her teeth well so she could hide the smell of vomit. Laying her tray down she smiled and said, "Goodmorning." She tugged on her sleeves as she begain to take small bites out of her cut up fruits.

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Adam nodded as he played around with his food then taking some bites every now and then. He hated the fact that they won't let you throw out any food, you had to eat it all if not they will basically give you more food for the next meal and if you don't eat that then they give you a tube and basically force feed you. He let out a sigh as he remebered his tube. Letting out a small shiver his blue eyes finally looked up to see Melena then Dustin and then Violet.

Melena offered a small smile to Adam before turning ot her food and nibbling on it. She didn't want to eat it, of course. The doctors knew that, yet still gave her food. She choked it all down while the partollers were watching her, and checking their points. She heard her stomach disagree in turn, making her frown. 

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Dustin frowned at Melena, upset. He downed all his food, satisfied. Then he heard voicesagain. Choosing to talk to get them to stop, he brought up a topic. "I heard there's a new kid here. They haven't let him in with us yet though, I heard it may happen today." He said, folding his hands in front of him as he stared at Violet.

Voilet didn't even notice Dustin looking at her until she finished her bowl of fruits. She gave him a small smile as she reached for her bottle of water. Drinking some she tugged on her sleeves again to cover her hands. She really hate breakfast, everyone was always half asleep and never talked.

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Adam looked back down and continued to eat his food. He looked up for another seccond to see a nurse staring at him. He quickly looked down and ate his food quicker. When Adam finished his food he pushed his tray abit farther from him. He shivered once again and put his hands in his pokets. He wanted to go back to his room where he was alone and had all his books. The thought of people possibly talking or looking and juding him made his body shake.

Melena shook her head to no one in particular, grabbing her tray and putting it near the garbage and leaving to go back to the restroom. She had by now mastered the artof throwing up silently, and vomited the remains of her stomach. Flushing the toilet and walking out, she wiped her mouth on her sleeve. Walking quickly back to her room, Melena grabbed her toothbrush and went to brush after her episode and breakfast. 

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Dustin sighed to himself before pushing his tray away. No one wanted to be fucking social after they knew that he was schizo, and that he needed to talk. No one understood him. That's what frustrated him most about the intitute, that no one seemed to understand what was happening with him. In his head of course.

"Guess theres only the two of us now." Violet forced a smile to Dustin as Adam quicky walked way, her smile fell as she looked down to her unfinished food. Letting out a small sigh she tried to finish it she knew the nurses wanted to diagnose her as bulimic. Violet had started t binge when she got here, she strictly told them she was a vegan and she knows that the pills has traces of gluten so she refuses to eat them.

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Adam basically ran too his room. He slammed the door shut and started to heavily breathe. The nurses knocked on the door but he refused to open it. He layed down in his bed trying to get some sleep as the nurses barged in to check up on him, they replaced his empty glass with a new glass full of water then dropped off some books then cleaned up a bit and left him without saying any words or asking him anything.

Melena headed towards the common area between the long stay rooms. She wished she could make friends here, she really did. Adam acted like a friend towards her, she was the only one who tried and sort of broke his shell. After their first year together , she got to talk more to him. But he was shutting out from her again. As she checked the time, she realized she needed her Prozac. 

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Dustin smiled tightly at Violet. "I have group at 11. Will you be there today, Vi?" He asked, standing up with their trays and walked towards the garbage cans and assuming she would follow him. He tried to fix his haphazard hair before turning back to see her.

Violet followed Dustin, tugging her sleeves over her hands again she shugged then looked up at him, "Maybe, group makes me nervous sometimes. I'd rather go to the music room and play piano." she gave him a small forced half smile. "Do you like group?"

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Adam sat up once all the nurses were gone and his door was shut. He sighed as he got up to drink some of the water. Setting the glass down he picked up one of the books and walked back to his bed. He didn't bother to read the title as he opened up the book to the first chapter.

Melena headed back towards the nurses station where a nurse was waiting with a paper cup with two pills in it. "Was waiting for ya to come and get it." THe nurse muttereed, walking away from melena. As soon her back was turned, she flipped the nurse off and headed in no particular direction. When she passed Adam's room, she knocked lightly before walking in. "Hey." She said, sitting at the foot of his bed.

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Dustin shook his head. "I don't. But I need it to stop them." He explained simply, barely lifting a finger to his head and hoping that Violet got it. "I'll go to the music room with you for a while though, if that's okay?" He asked nervously, noticing Violet pulling at her sleeves. 

She nodded and said, "Yeah it's okay. Maybe music will mute them." she gave him a real small smile this time as her eyes traveled from his eyes to his forehead and back down to his eyes. She tugged on her sleeves, as she remebered herself when she was younger. She had learned to play piano at age 4 and she never planned on stopping to play, it helped her a lot when she was going through her depression alone.

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Adam's ocean blue eyes lifted from the book and landed on Melena, "Hello." he managed to get out in barely above a whisper. He closed his book then looked at the door too see it not fully shut. Without saying anything he quickly got up and shut the door himself then sat back down on his bed not close, but not far from Melena.

Melena nodded at the book that Adam set down. "Lord of the Flies is a great book. I read it once before." She noted, tilting her head to the side. "They gave you lots of classics this time around, didn't they?" Melena added, and noticed that Adam wasn't as far from her as he usually was. She looked at her feet and twiddled her thumbs nervously.

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Dustin nodded. "Id like that." Walking with Violet towards the music room, he couldn't help but think about the scars that graced her arms. Of course he had many scars too, almost all of which were on his hips and thighs. As they arrived to the music room, Dustin watched Violet immediately go to the bench in front of the piano.

Violets longs fingers spread across the black and white keys. She gave them a soft smile and said to herself 'Hello there, I'm back.' she pressed on some of the white keys accidently forgetting Dustin was there. Without looking up her fingers still spread accross the piano, she asked, "Do you play anything?" she took one last glance at the piano as her body twisted towrds Dustin which was standing behind her.

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"U-um yeah." Adam said in a soft tone. He nearly forgot the last time he talked in his regular tone, it's been maybe years. He might have forgotten how his regualr voice must sound by now. His voice right now even startled him a bit at how loud it was. He hasn't talked to anyone in weeks including Melena which he regularly nods yes or no at her.